as much as she's always in your heart

you keep holding her in your arms

~Gone, Baby, Gone

sad smile,
happy tears.

all too familar?

all over again.

what if?

that moment
when everything else segues into the background noise of irrelevance.

that moment
when the air of expectation hangs on painfully, hopelessly awaiting those words that never came.

that moment
mercilessly claimed by the incessant tides of time, never to be seen again.

if only

that moment
forever lost.

gargh, i'm gonna sleep to my doom. 10hrs wth. death by sleeping

I never knew you
But now I'm haunted by your past,
How long will this last?

I thought you loved me,
You say you love me,
Love's just a shadow that you cast.

And all my dreams come round in threes always
Im independent but I'm tied to you
You lied to me, I'd die for you
But I can't read your mind.

I'm lost without you
An empty feeling deep inside
I want to run and hide

I'll let you use me
And just abuse me
But girl I want you to be mine

As long as I know that you're still there
As long as you know that I still care
The stars will still cry
The raindrops won't dry
Till we are where we belong.



'Cause I am hanging on every word you say
And even if you don't wanna speak tonight
That's alright, alright with me

i knew they were geniuses in melodies, vocal harmonies and instrumentation, but i never noticed the lyrics.

My soul is painted like the wings of butterflies
Fairytales of yesterday will grow but never die
I can fly
~Queen


Sometimes, people like freddie mercury and elton john make me wish i was queer.

had a wonderful night.

i'm gonna make it come true.


i'm gonna make it. :)

how did a slap on the wrist turn into chopping off the whole hand?

haha. grass is always greener on the other side.

now we suffer for the choices we make.

there is no wrong, there is no right
the circle only has one side.

malaysian politics can be exciting.

the ceramahs were incendiary, cili padi, yes, its fun being in a crowd. isn't it?

shouting along even if you can't vote. even though most of the issues raised were irrational, the promises unpragmatic.

i think it's just the situation of being in a large group of people who are they to make noise. the feeling of being part of a community, of belonging.

shouting along to time is running out in stadium negara. the sweat-drenched shirt, the dry throat, the crushing crowd.

muse, we are scientists, club 8 and pelle carlberg. gives me that crowd-high.

just one more now. the kop!

i want to be in that army, when the reds go marching in.

let's sing together, sing it loud, and sing it proud, so the tune doesn't even matter

My soul slides away

But don't look back in anger, I heard you say

Oasis whoooooooo

in the end, you don't get to do what you like,

but you learn to like what you do?

shhh.

stop talking.

you don't always have to fill the silence.


hush now.

and just listen.

you hear that?

the bottled up thoughts of the unheard.